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 Terlintas satu post reddit di r/unpopularopinion . Aku just teringat balik yang dulu aku pernah minta number phone dekat seseorang.  Aku di reject buta buta , tapi menariknya rejection tersebut sangat kelakar. Ia juga "event" kedua aku  tentang erti "rejection" HAHAH. "Awak , awak ada whatsapp tak? Nak number boleh?" tanya aku di chat instagram. Dibalasnya: "Sorry , saya takmain whatsapp."  Aku hanya bersangka baik mungkin dia betul betul takda Whatsapp. Tapi Sampailah satu hari tu aku dan membe-membe aku lepak. Membe membe aku ketika itu semua nya "Hot Hot" laa. Nombor sapa ja yang depa takdak? Semua nombor depa ada.Budak Kelas Belakang?, Tengah?, Depan? Junior ? Senior ? Akak akak tingkatan 6 pon tak terlepas dalam contact mereka. Dah macam yellow page. Aku tanya sorang kawan aku yang mengenali wanita tersebut. "Wei *****, betui ka ? dia ni takdak whatsapp (sambil tunjuk instagram dia). Aku mesej dia minta nombor dia. Tapi dia k...

Makan Pau Ahmad — sambil hirup susu farm fresh pulak — pergh seddappppp!! Scroll pulak tiktok menggunakan data oneXox 5g — lajunyaaa ! Kebelakangan ni , kenapa jenama jenama yang aku sebut tadi tu tular sebagai non bumiputera punya?  Pau Ahmad kot ! ahmad tu kan muslim — nama melayu ? hmm :( Sedih la macam ni , lebih lebih lagi rakyat marhaen macam aku ni. Hari hari menjadi "umpun umpun" buat ikan ikan di laut. Yalaa , boikot sini boikot sana — jadi false whistleblower. Penat kan ? Salah ke usahawan usahawan yang menggunakan nama bumiputera – muslim ni sebagai jenama mereka? Nama Pau sulaiman tapi tauke dia Lee ah kwat (bukan nama sebenar)  Bihun Bonda Roziah tapi founder dia Bahuballi A/L Letchumi. Kata Guru alam maya aku HAHAHA .  "Hukum bermuamalat dengan bukan Muslim adalah harus. Takda isu pun. Nak serbu ke, nak beratur ke, itu pilihan masing-masing." "Isunya adalah membetulkan sangkaan dengan hujah data dan fakta. Menyatakan kebenaran dan mendidik masyara...

"The rightly-guided Muslim is not in reaction to the dominant society. He is neither terrorist, nor pacifist. Neither apologist, nor antagonist. Neither running away from this world, nor running towards it. Not afraid, nor reckless. Neither obsessed with wealth, nor obsessed with poverty. He has not made Islam his culture or his idol. He has made Islam the filter for his culture and the destroyer of his idols. He draws from the Timeless Source." - Hajj Abdussabur Kirke (Author, ENTER ISLAM)

I  got a question by an agnostic during our discord conversation. I asked , "What make your think that there is no god?" He replied : "That is based on personal experiences of peoples . i cant explain that cause i haven't had the "personal experienced" yet. It is like something you can't describe, like love. Do you have anyone that you love rn ? " I replied "No , i'm single"  He asked "What make you feel like that? Why are you single?" "I want to be financially stable first and then i will get married." And he said to me. "Can you explain what is love? You cant right? it's hard to decribe right?That what i think when think about God. I didn't get the  personal experience yet, so I couldn’t explain it." ( Due to my limited English ) im just nodded my head and said yeah , sometimes there are a lot of thing that we cant explain not only love.  After that ...  someone interrupted us...